Why not now?

Why not now? That is what’s been beating around in my head for so long now. I’ve had this platform for nearly two years. I kept thinking, when I have time, I will figure out how to make it all work. How to get my thoughts, down and out, so to speak. Which ultimately led me to the why not now? I’m tired of waiting. I’m tired of the relentless rattling thoughts in my brain begging to be let out but suppressed to the tired notion of waiting until I had time to figure it out.

So here I am. Neurotic thought vault unlocked, winging my way through the platform.

I guess I start right here in saying, why does it seem like so many decisions hinge on the notion of when we have time? It’s something I can see both sides of. On one side, essentially all we have is time. On the other side, when did we decide that filling our time with the monotonous day to day happening constantly outweighs those dreams and wants that constantly surface in the back of our minds? Why can’t we have both?

Now don’t get me wrong, our jobs and family and friends and daily lives in general are important. But why do we decide that the wants our hearts whisper to us always need to be put on the proverbial back burner?

If you could pick just one thing…that you pull from the hidden list of things you want to do when “you have time”…what would You do? For me, it’s what you’re reading.

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